dream

d tings is.. idun really noe wat im tryin 2 write here...
blog ak da dibace oleh org yg x sppttnye...
ak wat nie nk luah perasaan ak..
tp ad org gune ap yg ak tulis utk perli ak...

bkn ap..korg maybe ckp ak mcm2..
tp korg x rase ap yg ak rase...korg x lalu hidup yg ak kene lalu..
call me ungrateful..call me hot headed..call me anytin u want...
but u can change d fact dat been goin on...

ko bole ckp ak malas..ak x geti hormat org...ko bole ckp ak kurg aja...
ak taw..mmg kekadang ak naik angin..ak tengking2...
ak taw ak salah..tp ak yg ak ckp 2 x salah...mugkin cre ak luahkan x betul..

skunk nie ak taw..ak dipandang rendah...ak taw ak da hampakan korg...
mugkin jalan ak x ditar mcm jalan yg len..tp ak taw mne hala tuju ak..
ak x paham ap yg hine sgt amik automotif...ap ak x bole hidup ke ap klo ak amik kos 2???
ke korg rase xde standet amik kos 2???
yela...org len sibuk nk jdi doctor,,engineer,,pilot,,2 lantak dorg laa..
ap igt hine ad cite2 nk jadi mekanik??
hahaha..lawak2...

bile ak ckp bia ak jalan ngn kaki ak sendri..bia ak kuar dri ruma..bia ak hidup sndr..
kate wat ko nk susa2 hidup sndr kalo bole hidup ngn fmly plak..
tp enta laa...
im livin my parents dream..not mine..
im not sayin dat there is anytin wrong wit it..
yaa..i noe.....i hav responsiblty as a son..i kene tunaikn permintaan mak bpk ak..
ok2..fine..

mugkin korg ckp ak anak derhaka..selalu tengking korg..tp penah ke ak tengking x tentu pasal???
penah ke ak meradang x tntu pasal???
ak cume marah bile ak dimarah utk bnde yg x spatutnye..
yee..ak taw..ak tetap salah menegking org tua..ak x nafikan..
ak taw ak panas baran...

mugkinn silap ak sebab ak selalu igt yg ak kene tangung sume nye sorg2..
ak da terbiase mcm2 dri kecik lagi..bila ak ad mslh jrg ak luahkn kt org..
melainkan ak perlukan pndpt drang..
ramai ckp ak nie ego lebey..
tp korg x taw cite hdp ak..
ap yg ak lalui yg mnjadikan ak..ak..bkn ak yg nk ego..tp klo bkn pasal ego ak..
x mgkn ak bole ad kt tpt ak skrg nie..
mgkn kt mate korg ak gagal..
tp pd ak,,dis is just a temporary setbacks..
ill get on my feet soon..
even if it takes a thousand light years..ill never back down..
dis is who i am..