sumtin bout me..

bkn nk ckp ap ar..
tp bile jadi camny..2 yg dtg perasaan nk mengungkit 2..
haha

ak da start beli mainan ak sendiri time ak drjh 6..
ak igt lagi..time 2 ak beli kete cntrol qd..ad ar dlm rm 120...
puas gile aty ak..
ak nk bnde 2,,tp mak ak x nk blikan ak..
so ak bli ar sndr..
dri kecik lg ak minat kete cntrl nie..smpi skunk pown ak minat...
yg ak nk cite nie..parents ak x support ak lgsg..
yg drang ckp bnde 2 x berfaedah..
ak blaja wiring sume dr bnde kete cntrl nie ar..
mule2 ak ak try wat btri smpi 3 bijik..pas2 ak tebuk gearbox msk enjin besa..
mcm2 laa yg ak blaja...
penah drang support??
ap x bgs ak ad hobi??

abis cite psl kete cntrl..nie cite len lak..
time form 3 time bufday ak..
start nie ar yg ak mule rase yg ak nie mcm anak angkat..
bkn ap..
ak kurg rase kasih syg jekk pown..
ak rase mcm parents ak x adil ngn ak..
ak rase yg drang treat adik brdk ak yg len lebih dri ak...
ak bkn nk ckp mak bpk ak jahat..
x..
drang mmg mak bpk yg bek..
biase ar..
nme pown mnusia..sume wat salah kan..
ak xnk ar org igt ak nie anak derhaka..
nie cume luahan hati n perasaan ak..
haha

bnde cany..
ak igt lagi sume detail yg berlaku ari2..
time hri jadi ak 2..parents ak sepatah haram x wish kt ak..
ak rilek jekk...
adik ak ckp dy nk mkn bbq..kan hri jadi ak..so dy suro ar ak wat bbq..
so mlm 2 ak pown set ar bbq..
wat kecik2 jekk..
rembat ayam dlm icebox pas2 bakar..
haha
ak wat kt blkang uma mse 2...
dlm pkl 8 lebey cam2 bpk ak join bbq 2..
dy x ckp papae pown..mkn seketul due pas2 g tgk brte..
ak x trse sgt time 2..
dlm pkl 10++ cm2 mak ak pown blk..
dy ad meeting mlm 2..
2 yg blk lmbt..
smpi2 jek kt blkg uma dy nmpk ak tgh pngang ayam..dy pown tny.
."wat ap ko wat bbq nie??"
."wat ap ko wat bbq nie??"
ad ke ptt???agak2 ar..sebak aty ak time 2..
hancur punah..
*saje jek bg ayat dramatis..haha
agak trse ar time 2..
bufday akk n abg ak dkt2..so smbt skli..
time drang siap wat bday party..ad mkn2 lg..adik ak cam2 gak..drang sume parents ak wish..ad kek...ad hadiah..
ak xnk kek...ak xnk hadiah..ak cume nk wish..
i noe..its doesnt seems like sumtin big..
but it matters 2 me!
i juz want em 2 recognize me!!
its dat 2 much 2 ask 4???