so she said..

can't believe it.. haha!

even though we've been friends for only almost four semester, it feels like we've been friends since forever. you were always there for me here. i had always confide my problems to you, and even the smallest thing happen to me pun i tell you kan?? i shared all my secrets to you, knowing that your a friend that i can trust and rely on. you know right the saying goes "a shoulder to lend". you lend your shoulder when i was down...but instead lending me your shoulder, saya jadi punching bag pula!! hahahaha. and thanks for watching with me and Daphne and Jeniffer the movie "HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON"! i know you don't really watch that kinda movie but still you went...and thank you... for that wonderful midnight birthday shower. it is something to be remembered for the rest of my life. first time kan..hahaha. THANK YOU infinity times yum.... please don't lose contact. i wanna annoy you more!! hahaha. and you must succeed in life k!!! your strong.. you can stand on your feet kan?? but ego kalau boleh kurang kan sikit la ..... =P

gonnaa miss you too the max.

blah blah blah

it may not meant notin 2 ya all..
but understand notin was done 4 me..
so i dun plan on forgettin...
i want dis shit forever mine...

i hav ripped d game young,u could called it statutory..
wen sum1 blows up,they come 2 build statues from me..
u would tink dis people noe me wen they really doesnt..
like they was down wit d old me no u fuckin wasnt..

try 2 lie but it aint me,try 2 look but i cant see...
cant stop rite now coz im too far n i cant keep goin coz its 2 hard..
in d day or in d night its juz d same..

if u how dis is,gonna see is not dat easy..
dun stop get it till its done..
from where u ar or hav begun...
i said keep on try a little harder 2 see everytin u need 2 be..
beleive in ur dreams,that u see wen ur asleep...

nope..not even close...

do u ever feel out of place?
like sumhow u juz dun belong..
n no 1 understands u..
do u ever feel like runnin away?
do u ever feel like breakin down?
do u ever lock urself in ur room?
with d audio turned on so loud..
dat no 1 can hear ur screams..

nope..u never felt it

wen notin feels allright..
to feels hurts,to feel lost..
to be felt like u ar left in d dark..
to be kick wen ur down..
to feel like uve been pushed around..

nope..u dun noe wat its like

dream

d tings is.. idun really noe wat im tryin 2 write here...
blog ak da dibace oleh org yg x sppttnye...
ak wat nie nk luah perasaan ak..
tp ad org gune ap yg ak tulis utk perli ak...

bkn ap..korg maybe ckp ak mcm2..
tp korg x rase ap yg ak rase...korg x lalu hidup yg ak kene lalu..
call me ungrateful..call me hot headed..call me anytin u want...
but u can change d fact dat been goin on...

ko bole ckp ak malas..ak x geti hormat org...ko bole ckp ak kurg aja...
ak taw..mmg kekadang ak naik angin..ak tengking2...
ak taw ak salah..tp ak yg ak ckp 2 x salah...mugkin cre ak luahkan x betul..

skunk nie ak taw..ak dipandang rendah...ak taw ak da hampakan korg...
mugkin jalan ak x ditar mcm jalan yg len..tp ak taw mne hala tuju ak..
ak x paham ap yg hine sgt amik automotif...ap ak x bole hidup ke ap klo ak amik kos 2???
ke korg rase xde standet amik kos 2???
yela...org len sibuk nk jdi doctor,,engineer,,pilot,,2 lantak dorg laa..
ap igt hine ad cite2 nk jadi mekanik??
hahaha..lawak2...

bile ak ckp bia ak jalan ngn kaki ak sendri..bia ak kuar dri ruma..bia ak hidup sndr..
kate wat ko nk susa2 hidup sndr kalo bole hidup ngn fmly plak..
tp enta laa...
im livin my parents dream..not mine..
im not sayin dat there is anytin wrong wit it..
yaa..i noe.....i hav responsiblty as a son..i kene tunaikn permintaan mak bpk ak..
ok2..fine..

mugkin korg ckp ak anak derhaka..selalu tengking korg..tp penah ke ak tengking x tentu pasal???
penah ke ak meradang x tntu pasal???
ak cume marah bile ak dimarah utk bnde yg x spatutnye..
yee..ak taw..ak tetap salah menegking org tua..ak x nafikan..
ak taw ak panas baran...

mugkinn silap ak sebab ak selalu igt yg ak kene tangung sume nye sorg2..
ak da terbiase mcm2 dri kecik lagi..bila ak ad mslh jrg ak luahkn kt org..
melainkan ak perlukan pndpt drang..
ramai ckp ak nie ego lebey..
tp korg x taw cite hdp ak..
ap yg ak lalui yg mnjadikan ak..ak..bkn ak yg nk ego..tp klo bkn pasal ego ak..
x mgkn ak bole ad kt tpt ak skrg nie..
mgkn kt mate korg ak gagal..
tp pd ak,,dis is just a temporary setbacks..
ill get on my feet soon..
even if it takes a thousand light years..ill never back down..
dis is who i am..

-----

is anybody out there?
it feels like im talkin 2 myself..
no 1 seems 2 noe my struggle n evrytin i come from..
can anybody hear me?
i guess i keep talkin 2 maself..
it feels like im goin insane..
am i d 1 whose crazy?

so y in d world do i feel so alone..
nobody but me,im on my own..
is any1 out there,who feels d way i feel..
that there is den i let me in n let me noe dat im not alone...

berdikari

aishh...
maybe keputusan ak lepas nie akan mengubah perjalanan idop ak..
klo sblm nie ak masih lg bule tngl ngn fmly walaupn ak sentiase trse dri ak nie mcm anak angkat..
tp kli nie x lg..
maybe lpas nie ak kene hdop sndr..sume kene pikir sndr..xde tpt mngadu..xde tpt yg dpangil ruma lg..

bnde camnie..parents ak pakse ak sambung stdy ak nie..
yg jadi mslhnye..da laa xde minat dlm cos nie..pas2 ak x rase ak bole perform..
ak xnk bazir mase lg..ak nk truskan study ak dlm bnde yg ak minat..automotif..
tp parents ak kurg menyokong...

maybe klo ak tetap berkeras ngn kpeutusan ak n parents ak tetap x sokong ak..ak akan angkat kaki..
ak akan tnjk kt sume yg ak nie qayyum..ak bole berdiri ngn kaki ak..
nie sume bkan pasal ego..tp pasal mase dpan ak..
maybe nie hlngn yg terpkse ak tempuhi sblm ak mengecapi kesengan hidup..
harap2 laa ak bole berjaye..

ak akn blaja btl2..keje sngh2..
smpi ak berjaye..
walaupn bnde nie mkn mase selmnye..ak ttp xkan mengalah..
sbb ak berpegang pd kate2 "dimane ad kemahuan..disitu ad jalan"..
hrap2 parents ak bole paham kemahuan ak..

enough

n they make me..
make me dream ur dream..
n they make me scream ur scream..


tryin 2 please u far too long..
controllin my feelin far 2 long..
n forcin our darkest soul 2 unfold..
n pushin me into self destruction...

rhere's a game called circle n i dun noe how..
still tryin 2 figure dis crap out..
thought i 've it mapped out but i guess i didnt..
dis fuckin black cloud still follows me around..

n i just cant keep livin dis way..
so im breakin out of dis cage..
im standin up,im manning up,im gonna hold my ground..
i've had enough now im so fed up...
time 2 put MY life my way...

ku membisu

cerita hidupku..ygpenuh berliku...
menginsafkan diriku..
debu tgl debu..terkulai layu tnpa doa restu...
mengidam kasih merawat rindu..

Mungkin kau perasan..Ku hanya terdiam...
Sepanjang luahan..
Suka ku di sini berterus-terang...
Sungguhnya dalam ku sedang berperang....

babi ar..apsal ley fail lak 143..
gile babi kusut ak cmnie..pe bnde sial..xkan ak kene dismiss siot..
ak x puas lg ddk peneng...byk lg yg ak kene wat..kene stdy tpt len plak..
ap ak nk ckp kt mak bpk ak nie??
bnde da ar dorang tgh panas ngn ak..

mcm nk lari uma pown ad...tapi xkn nk lari uma kowt..2 lari dri mslh..
ak bkn jenis cam2..parents ak msty bebel pas2 condem ak gile babi pny..
tp sumtimes running is d best way of fighting..
tp klo ak lari...ap plak sedare2 ak ckp nty..

bodoh!!!!!!ak blaja laa sial..camne ley fail nie...kusut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

sharing is caring

ak nie bkn jnis yg kedekut org nye...klo bole sume yg ak ad ak nk share..
i mean not all tings laa..klo awek ak kompom ak xnk share pny...
haha

dulu ak byk duet..bkn nk ckp besa laa kan..tp poket ak x penah kurg dri 1k tiap2 ary..
ad jek lubg msk duet..korg bayang..ak umo 18 ak da bole support membe ak g smbg blaja..duet yuran dy pinjam ngn ak..kdg2 bulan2 pown dy mntk duet ngn ak..bkn sowg due bro..

ak nie jenis klo ak rase ak bole ubah sesuatu,,ak akan wat...mksd nye kire klo ak rase ak bole tlg org 2 ak tlg ar...ak bkn jenis berkire klo bab2 duet nie..ap yg ak ley share ak share..

tp skrg nie ak da x mcm dulu daa..duet pown ckp2 mkn jek..2 pown x ckp..2 yg ak smpi turun 10 kilo nie..
hahaha
but there sumtin else dat im offering 2 every1 rite now..4 me its far 2 valueble compared 2 money n other stuff....wat i can offer my fren rite now is my xperience n my wisdom..
i noe im not some good guy or wat..but 1 ting 4 sure..im not dat bad either..

fear no more

im not afraid 2 take a stand,
everybody come n take my hand,
well walk dis road together,through d storm,
watever weather,cold or warm,
just let u noe dat ur not alone,
holla if u feel dat u've been down d same road,

yeah,its been a ride,
i guess i had 2 go 2 dat place 2 get dis 1,
now some of u might still be in dat place,
if u're tryin 2 get out,just follow me,
i'll try n get u there,
on d other side...

lagenda 6 jahanam

part 2


haa..
nie sekual yg dinantikan ramai...hahaha
dlm yg part 1 ak luoe sebut nme 1 besty ak nie..sory2..
bkn ap..ktrg da agak jauh skrg,,so 2 yg ak ley trlupe psl dy...
insan nie diberi nme APEK..nk kate muke cam cine lgsg xde..dy itam kowt..
hahaha

ak sbnrnye mse sem 1 sekls ngn dy...tgk jek mke dy kt kelas rse bengang..bnde x kenal lg..
tp 1 hari 2,,dy ad sewe kete..pas2 dy terserempak ngn ak kt dpan zamrud..
dy offer ak,,"ei,,ko qayyum kan..ak nk kuar jap nie..ko nk ikut x?ley beli rokok skali"
ak pown join jelaa..mcm baik ak ckp dlm hati ak..
hahaha
pas2 mlm 2 dy ajak lepak ngn dy men snuker..ak on jela..
ak x men snuker..tp sebab dlm sesi perkenalan kan..ak layan jela..
sejak ary 2..ktrg makin rapat..

ap yg ak nk kongsi nie ialah kesetiaan APEK..
dy ddk tngkt 7..ak plak tngkt 3..
nk slalu lepak ngn ak pny pasal dy sangup pindah tido blk ak..
dy tido atas lantai je geng...
korg byg..1 mmbe sngp wat cam2..2 yg ak syg gile kt apek..dy ar pngnti PIJI..
dulu PIJI yg slalu berkepit ngn ak..*skarg nie APEK..
haha
*mksd ak bkn sekrg..time sem 1 tu laa

sem 1 pown tamat..sume blk kg. cuty..
bile nek sem 2..ak ddk serumah dgn ANIP,ACAP,APEK,AMAR,AYIE n BOB...
DEE x ddk serumah ngn kitrg..malangnye ACAP pown x dpt join ktrg sbb dy kene dismiss...
maka tingallah kami berlima...
APEK x ddk lame ngn kitrg sbb dy ad wat bisnes..so dy terpakse berpindah ke centre business 2..

byk gak crte sem 2 nie..tp ak hny akan kongsi kenangan manis jek..
haha
ak mse 2 tgk AMAR nie mcm dak baik..
nk ajak dy wat mcm2 pown segan..pelan2 AMAR n AYIE msk dlm idop ak..
AMAR nie mle senyap org nye..
tp sejak berkawan ngn ak mkn kecoh..itu yg org len ckp ar..bkn ak..
hahaha
si AYIE nie plak bole thn...dy jenis pakai hembus jek..
ap2 pown dy on terus..mmg syok ar..hahaha

mse sem 2 kirg sume xde transport lg..ANIP mot bru smpi..pas2 yg ad kete cume BOB...
pagi2 nty drang kejut ak pas2 mintak ak tlg anta drang kt kampus..mcm sial..
ak plak da jd driver..tp xpe..x kisah pown..sbb drang pown tlg ak sbb ak ad klas mlm..
hahaha

mse sem 2 nie..ANIP jrg lepak ngn kitrg..ap2 pown slalu cume ak AMAR n AYIE..
mmg kitrg sntiase bertige ar...kitrg siap ad saving kowt..
nme saving kitrg RST...maksdnye rokok simpanan terakhir..
hahaha
kitrg wat cam2 sbb mase 2 sangkak..nk saving so rokok pown kene ar catu..
haha

ak igt lg...mse sem 2..antre 1st event yg ak wat ialah mse mlm new year..kitrg kumpul ramai2 pas2 wat mkn2 sket..kt situ ar bru ak rapat ngn bbrpe org lgi..
ak nk sebut nme2 drang..tp ak x igt sume yg join..so ak x sebut ssape trs laa..
tkt ad yg trse lak nty..
haha

haaa...ad lg 1 bnde...mse sem 2 nie laa kitrg serumah dikenalkan ngn seorang gadis chumel..
nme nye lonet...hahaha
awal2 lonet join kirg,,kitrg mcm base jek..pas2 bile da rapat,,lonet jadi suri rumah kitrg...
dy laa yg bersihkan tandas,,pingan mgkk kirg n dy jugak ar yg sapu uma...
haha
tq lonet sbb sudi wat sume 2 utk kitrg..
byk konflik sem 2 nie..tp utk menjage hati org2 yg terlibat..ak xkan crte kt sini..biarlah yg taw saje mnjadi saksi..
yg pntg...sem 2 nie antre sem yg ktrg byk kongsi masam masin hiduo bersame..
kali nie kitrg x lagi digelar 6 jahanam..tp...enta..xde nme len..
6 jahanam dah dibubarkan..
hahaha

lagenda 6 jahanam

part 1

kisah nie bermula bila ak dpt tawrn blaja kt uitm peneng..
ak x kenal sesape pown smpi2 kt sane..
bole kate lone ranger ar...smpi2 jek ak kemas2 brg pas2 parents ak pown blk...
ak cek stock mse 2..taw2 jek rkk ak da abis..
so ak pown berjlan dlm cuaca panas mcm shial..ad ar dlm 1-2 kilo..
pnat kowt..ak bli rokok dunhill 290 mse 2..ak igt lg..
haha

mse 2 minggu mms lagi..ak cume knal ngan dak2 bilik je ar..
g mkn sesame..g solat sesame..mcm2 ar..tp ad 1 x kene..
enta laa..dorang bkn nye sekpale ngn ak..
haha

ad skali 2 faci2 kumpul sume dak2 batch ak...kitorg wat xcrcise ptg sket pas2 mule ar drang membebel....
faci 2 tny sape yg merokok sile kluar ke dpn..mule2 mcm malas..tp last2 ak kuar gak coz xnk bdak bilik ak kene pape...
time 2 laa ak bertemu ngn seorg yg bername PIJI...

sejak pertemuan kitorang tuu..kitrg x pena kemane2 tnpe berkepit..
PIJI nie sntiasa follow ak x kire mne ak pegi..kitrg mmg rapat ar..
yg jadi mslhnye..dy nie gile babi sangap klo isap rokok..bnde stok terhad..nk save smpi semngu..
last2 stock kitrg abis..dy ckp"rilek jek yum..ak ad membe..dy ad rokok.."

time 2 laa baru dy bawak 2 mamat dtg berkenalan ngn ak...ACAP n ANIP...
pertemuan acap ngn anip membawa lg 2 org ahli baru..DEE n IRFAN..
mse 2 GLAB baru nk berjinak2 ngn kitorg..dy nie best gak..dpt nme "glab" sbb dy glabah sgt..
smbil mkn isap rkk..hahaha
kitrg g mmne mmg sekali pny ar..
mkn saing2..lepak same2..mmg best ar..hilg rase rndu ak kt geng johor bile lpak ngn drang..

ktrg share a lot of good memories tgthr..but..it didnt last long..
mule2 DEE stat menjauhkan diri..klas da stat,,dy ckp dy bz study..
alasan baik punya..
haha
pas2 ANIP N ACAP pelan2 menjauhkan diri..drang lepak gak ngn ak..tp da x slalu sgt ar..
klas pown pack..mmg masing2 bz ar..
IRFAN plak da cabut dr uitm..masalah ngre bdak 2..tngl ak ngn PIJI...
PIJI org kelantan...ak mmg suke gile berkawan ngn dy..tp bile dy da jmpe geng2 dy kitrg pown da kurg lepak..PIJI mmg rajin study..kdg2 mlm bru dy dtg bilik ak,,ktrg isap rokok sbtg,,lepak2,,berbual pas2 g tido..
cam2 jela life ktrg...

ad 1 bnde yg ak x lupe smpi skunk...ad 1 mlm 2..dlm pkl 1-2p.m..ak bru jek nk tido..tibe2 ad org ketuk pintu bilik ak..ak igt sape..rupe2 nye ANIP..
dy dtg ddk sebelah ak pas2 ckp.."ak xley tido doe yum..1hari x lepak ngn ko"
ak hanya mmpu tersenyum..terharu gile ak mse 2..
its like we sharing a bond dat others tryin hard 2 get but we all achieve under a short time..
its all tanx 2 d fuckin cigars..
hahaha

tamat..

lg2 sejarah!

haaa...
ak akan da ckp..
yg ak ad cume cite ttg mse silam ak..
hahaha

msih segar dlm ingatan ak..
ketika ak berumur 16 thn..tahum yg mane bermula nye kisah sedih apabila hendak menyambut hari gembira..iaitu hari aidiladha..
letika semua manusia sibuk membeli barangan persiapan hari raye..ak terpakse brada di sekola..
ini kerana pada masa itu semua pelajar belom mula bercuti lagi..
ak pown mampu pasrah..ak memesan kpde ibuku yang ak mahukan baju raya berwarna hijau..
ak berpesan kepadanya yang ak tidak suka warna biru...

tapi apakah dayaku bila tiba saat nya semua mengenakan pakaian baru meraka di hari mulia itu dengan gembira,,ak memakai pakaian ku dgn tangisan..
apsal belikan ak baju biru!!
kan ak da ckp ak x ske bju biru...
da laa bju akk,abg n adik ak mama bli smpi sowg 10 hali..
*hiperbola jek 2..
bju raye spsg..yg len t-shirt..ad ar dlm 3-4 hlai mak ak blikan adk n abg ak..akk ak mak ak blikan dlm 5 psg bju kurung..
ak yg mak ak blikan sepasang 2 pown x bole nk igt yg ak psn kaler ijau..
sedih ak..

bkn ap..
ak cume nk bercerite saat2 sedih ak..
sbb ak tgh sedih skunk nie..
idup ak bkn nye sntiasa duka..ad happy2 gak..
cume skunk nie ak crte bnde sedih jekk..
haha
berblk kpde crte ak td...ak bkn nk komplen ke ap..
yelaa..ak ptt bersyukur mak ak blikan bju..dri x blikan trs..lg sedih..
ak x komplen ak dpt bju kurg dri adk-brdk..tp..
tp apsal ap yg ak mntk 2 pown x dpt??
ap yg ak nk nie x dipedulikan??
ak nie anak ko gak..
teruk sgt ke ak nie smpi ak ken lyan cmny skali??

sjak peristiwa 2..time raye..ak cume beli bju melayu jekk utk raye pertame..
bile mak ak offer suro beli baju tshirt ak xnk..
ego laa katekan..
haha
ad laa skali 2 mak ak bg sume adk brdk ak ak rm100..suro bli pape utk raye..
ak igt lg..
ak beli suar slack time..subzero..
haha
smpai kt universty skunk nie..baju ak sume ak bli pakai duet ak sndr..
ak pown nek bsn daa..baju ak x penah bertambah..tambh pown sehelai due..
ak duet bkn byk..1 sem dlm 1-2 jek bju ak bli..
rilek jek..
sape suro ko ego sgt...
haa..amik kaw..
haha
xpe2..pade ak kite idop nie msty ad ego..
LIFE IS ABOUT MAKING DECISION N NOT LOOKING BACK...
ak pegang kt bnde nie..
bia ak selekeh mcm mne pown..tp ak bole berbangge ngn diri ak..

sumtin bout me..

bkn nk ckp ap ar..
tp bile jadi camny..2 yg dtg perasaan nk mengungkit 2..
haha

ak da start beli mainan ak sendiri time ak drjh 6..
ak igt lagi..time 2 ak beli kete cntrol qd..ad ar dlm rm 120...
puas gile aty ak..
ak nk bnde 2,,tp mak ak x nk blikan ak..
so ak bli ar sndr..
dri kecik lg ak minat kete cntrl nie..smpi skunk pown ak minat...
yg ak nk cite nie..parents ak x support ak lgsg..
yg drang ckp bnde 2 x berfaedah..
ak blaja wiring sume dr bnde kete cntrl nie ar..
mule2 ak ak try wat btri smpi 3 bijik..pas2 ak tebuk gearbox msk enjin besa..
mcm2 laa yg ak blaja...
penah drang support??
ap x bgs ak ad hobi??

abis cite psl kete cntrl..nie cite len lak..
time form 3 time bufday ak..
start nie ar yg ak mule rase yg ak nie mcm anak angkat..
bkn ap..
ak kurg rase kasih syg jekk pown..
ak rase mcm parents ak x adil ngn ak..
ak rase yg drang treat adik brdk ak yg len lebih dri ak...
ak bkn nk ckp mak bpk ak jahat..
x..
drang mmg mak bpk yg bek..
biase ar..
nme pown mnusia..sume wat salah kan..
ak xnk ar org igt ak nie anak derhaka..
nie cume luahan hati n perasaan ak..
haha

bnde cany..
ak igt lagi sume detail yg berlaku ari2..
time hri jadi ak 2..parents ak sepatah haram x wish kt ak..
ak rilek jekk...
adik ak ckp dy nk mkn bbq..kan hri jadi ak..so dy suro ar ak wat bbq..
so mlm 2 ak pown set ar bbq..
wat kecik2 jekk..
rembat ayam dlm icebox pas2 bakar..
haha
ak wat kt blkang uma mse 2...
dlm pkl 8 lebey cam2 bpk ak join bbq 2..
dy x ckp papae pown..mkn seketul due pas2 g tgk brte..
ak x trse sgt time 2..
dlm pkl 10++ cm2 mak ak pown blk..
dy ad meeting mlm 2..
2 yg blk lmbt..
smpi2 jek kt blkg uma dy nmpk ak tgh pngang ayam..dy pown tny.
."wat ap ko wat bbq nie??"
."wat ap ko wat bbq nie??"
ad ke ptt???agak2 ar..sebak aty ak time 2..
hancur punah..
*saje jek bg ayat dramatis..haha
agak trse ar time 2..
bufday akk n abg ak dkt2..so smbt skli..
time drang siap wat bday party..ad mkn2 lg..adik ak cam2 gak..drang sume parents ak wish..ad kek...ad hadiah..
ak xnk kek...ak xnk hadiah..ak cume nk wish..
i noe..its doesnt seems like sumtin big..
but it matters 2 me!
i juz want em 2 recognize me!!
its dat 2 much 2 ask 4???

selamat tinggal skany

maybe ak akan cari kete len..
akk ak sound ak..
dy ckp ak berlagak..kete pown bapak tlg beli pas2 nk kerek..
soo..ak amik keputusan nk cari kete sendiri..
sesen pown ak xkan pki duet mak bpak ak..

ak ngaku..ak mmg ego...
stakat nie ap2 mod yg ak wat kt skany ak 2 sume pki duet ak..
kete 2 pown bli sbb trade-in kete sunny lame ak..pas2 topup sket bru angkat kete nie..

skunk nie ak akan kumpul duet sndr pas2 ak cri kete sndr tnp pertlgn mak bpk ak..
ak tkan tunjuk kt drang yg ak mmg bole berdiri atas kaki ak sendr..
mak ak ckp "ko baru besa sket da nk berlagak mcm ko bole berdiri ats kaki sndr"
ak akan tnjk kt sume..yg ak nie QAYYUM...
maksud nme ak pown mmg "yang berdiri sendiri"..
ak bkn jenis yg berbual laa wei..
ak ckp ak wat..

dulu penah jadi kes..abg sdre ak nmpk sticker yg pki kt kete pas2 dy koyakkan..
dy ckp laa yg dulu dy beli kete pki duet sndr..
bpk dy xde tlg..
bpk ak bg sunny jek pown..
adik bpk ak yg share patner kdi kete bpk ak 2 pown bg honda city kt anak dy..
trs nek smngu ak xnk pegang lgsg kete 2..
x kusut bpk ak bile dgr cite..
biase klo ak nk kluar uma bpk ak bsng..nie dy pakse ak bwk kete kuar tp ak xnk..
pas2 kes jdi besa..pakck2 ak yg len msk campo..
last2 drang pujuk ak pki kete 2 blk..

skunk bile jdi cmny ak da tawar hati...
ak akan trs pki kete nie smpi duet ak ckp..
pas2 ak bli kete len..
bia buruk cane pown jnji ak puas..jnji ak bole nek kete 2,ak bule rase bnge..
nie duet ak!

hangat di pasaran

bnde nie baru jek jadi kt..
ak wat blog nie pown psl bnde nie ar..
ak da xtaw nk cite kt sape..klo cite kt org pown blom tntu drang paham..
bek ak cite kt dinding blog nie..
atleast dy dngr tnpe persoalkan ak..
haha

bnde cany..
mak ak ckp kt ak..
ak nie mengecewakan dy..dy ckp ak blom ad pape lg yg bole wat dy bangge kt ak..
maw x sedih dy ckp cam2..
ak blja rajin2 time upsr..ak dpt 5A..pmr ak dpt 7A...spm ak dpt 7A...
x ckp bgs ke??
ak taw laa result ak time kt university nie agk teruk..
tp tlg ar support ak sial..
xde sape phm ap ak lului beb..
sedih 2..

mse abis spm dulu ak nk amik automotif sume bisng...
ckp x bgs laa..itu laa..ini laa...
skunk bile ak dipakse amik cos nie..result ak trk..ak lg kene marah..
sume ak jek yg kene..
ak jek kene wat sume bnde utk puaskn aty org..
ak nie mnusia gak..ak pown ad kemahuan sndr..
ak pown nk wat keputusan sndr..
please laa..

mse mak ak ckp cam2 ak dlm perjlanan blk dri kenduri kawin...
smpi jek rumah ak capai kunci kete ak..ak amik rokok kt bilik ak pas2 ak
trs kuar uma...
sepatah haram ak x cakap...
dari ak ddk uma mengamuk x tntu pasal..bek ak bla...
ak callin2 mmbe ajak lepak..
hilang sket tensen ak..


..the end..

the reason...

sebenrnye..dulu mmbe2 ak yg llki yg wat blog sume ak nganjing..
ak ckp mcm bapuk jek wat blog...
tp last2..ak pown wat blog jgak..

ak bkn nk org bace pown..tp sekadar tpt ak meluahkan perasaan ak..
bek ak tls kt sini dr cite kt org..
atleast ak xdela mnyusahkan ssape...

so..ak akur..
blog nie bkn utk bapuk..tp tpt utk bersama mu..
haha

nme diberi i am legend...
ak pilih nme nie coz ak nie hanyalah sejarah..
yg ak bole bercerita kbnyakan nye pasal mase lampau ak..
ak yg skrang nie da xde pape..yg ad cume pngalam jek...